This is a most common stage of life which has to face by everyone, when they have to find the reason of their existence in this materialized world.. Some people find it early, some later and there are many who dies without knowing this reason.. f you are not able to feel the life then you can try something like.. o and talk to experienced people.. Either your father , grandfather or anyone anonymous in the park in morning there will a lot of experienced people.. Ask them how was there journey till now and what was their ups and down moments of their life… You will feel something that we call a imaginitive boost to your internal self confidence..
got a proposal from a known family in the same city, his elder sis was my sister’s good friend. Yet surprisingly He n I had never met. Anyways he worked for hotels and he wanted to talk before taking things further..so we exchanged texts without letting anyone know. The guy falls head over heels in love with me..like in movies! Makes sure we get engaged inspite of my family not liking him that much! Although in all fairness..he is a nice guy.. we hav all the similar tastes in life. But Boom! 3 months after engagmmt he starts losing interest in me. 5 months later he starts refusing to get married but is not sure of it. Every day of my wedding shopping was like that..he used to say no n then 3 days later wud apologise thinking he was having cold feet and wen all hos family loved me..he wud hav been mad for doing this. I try everything possible to sort this out..to the extent of letting his family know abt it and asking him to end it of hez not sure. But he says he wants to go ahead with it. Now its not easy in small towns for a girl to take a stand. Besides I really loved him so thought maybe that was a rough patch and lo!! We got married! Wow! I handled the worst that vid hav happened in love!