After that, it seems impossible to restore my faith in love. As no other man approaches me, my mindset is getting worse. I never was asked for a date, not even a bit of attention I receive from them. While my friends are engaged, with babies, or without boyfriends (but they had their share in the past), I’m still virgin, dateless, with no option, no one to flirt, no one to even write something good to me on whatsapp. I see my friends, the ones without boyfriends, showing their messages, that this night they’ll go out with one and so. Today, Friday night I’m at home, writing on Quora, lonely.
I hope you don’t become like me, because I don’t have hope in love anymore. And reaching my 30’s will be more and more hard to find a man to me. I really want to build a family, though I’m seeing that I won’t find a man that will like me genuinely (in my 20’s I didn’t get… now with almost 30… impossible), and I’ll made it through artificial insemination when I’ll be 30 years old. I already arranging everything. For me, I guess I will never be able to fall in love again, I have much fear, and I built a really high, strong wall around me that’s impossible to be climbed. I simply can’t get to be loved.