My cousins admitted to harassing and almost killing my brother multiple times because they thought it was fun. My aunt convinced him that our parents had manipulated him into thinking what they did was normal and convinced him they were terrible people and as he got older he started to resent them. My grandpa loved me but my grandma and her entire side of the family hated me. I was told I was hated, worthless, stupid. That my parents threw me away because I was garbage.
For several days, I got it out and rolled it all over the kitchen table watching in awe as I broke it up and shoved it back together again – over and over. In college, I had a 4.9 GPA in science while working full time as a physical chemistry technician. Given how much brain damage mercury causes, I laughingly wonder if I actually could have been a genius if not for my temporary toy. But seriously, he should have known better.
Another driver ran a red light and hit the driver’s side of my dad’s car going maybe 50 mph. Luckily both of them survived, but my dad’s head hit the window and he was knocked out cold for a few minutes. If he had been going a little bit faster, the other driver would’ve hit the door and my dad would’ve probably died.
However, that scenario will just stay in my thoughts and will never come out of my mouth. It is not for me to reprimand that person and it is not me who will remind her to be thoughtful. And i have no right to tell her what is he/she is wrong.Let the proper authorities do what is necassary.
Back in the 60’s I was in elementary school and went to the pediatrician for an annual exam. While he was taking my blood pressure, the tower thingy full of mercury fell over and broke, spilling the silvery liquid all over the table. I was fascinated. So, he scooped it up, put it in an envelope and gave it to me to take home. Looking back, I guess it was 1 to 2 tablespoons of the stuff.
That nobody loved me and nobody would ever love me. I was told I was ugly, selfish, and I didn’t deserved to be loved. They convinced me I was an unlovable monster. Because of them I starved myself so I could be pretty and thin like my cousin. Then when they told me a was a bony freak I over ate so I could have pretty curves like my older cousin. I was depressed and suicidal by the age of ten and I was about to attempt suicide when someone save me(that is something that I will not talk about as he is not related to this).