Honestly, I was shocked. I just expected a kiss and he went overboard exploring my entire upper body. He sought my permission in between but I couldn’t say no at that time. I hope you get it. He stopped suddenly, set my dress right and pushed me gently. After 5 seconds of awkward silence, He suddenly went far from me and sat silently for 5 minutes, leaving me. My head was swirling .Then he called me out for coffee. It was 4AM. Awkward silence! I giggled in between because I was happy that the guy who meant the world to me got intimate with me.
My world fell apart! I came back to my senses. TBH, I knew he doesn’t love me. I knew office flings aren’t a good thing. I knew this is temporary, but, why did I let this happen? It was in my hands to avoid this but I didn’t. I am emotionally attached to him and love him but he doesn’t love me back. I was crying in the office entire night sitting alone in a very big room. I was scared, I was dying to call him but I didn’t. He knows that I get scared sitting alone in the dark, I shared my phobias with him long ago. I texted him from 11:30 PM to 12:30 AM that I was getting scared but there were single ticks as he switched off his internet in phone and slept. He didn’t even call me in the morning to know how I was after seeing my messages. He is such an emotionless guy!